I have been trained unintentionally,without my consent,for.my.whole.entire.life...a series of Day 3's. I held my girlfriends,shielded them,wiped their tears.Scratched together money.told them they had worth,they were precious,deserved protection.read to them.smoked weed with them.shared my dreams with them(because some folks need permission to dream). danced it out . scratched scalps. rubbed iced. bathed. greased. Exfoliated Prayed For…Read more Day 3.
The truth is I was late because I wanted to snuggle with my kids just a little bit longer this morning.The truth is I was terribly uncomfortable looking into my partners eyes.Instead of seeing her,I was afraid of what she was seeing in me.My lazy eye?Was I bad at staring (who the hell even thinks…Read more Day 2 and the truth.
I Am here because I'm pose to be. I don't know how I came to be in this place ,but I am supposed to be. I am not worried about what comes next,because it's supposed to be.